Lately, I’ve been realizing something about how God works in
our lives: He gives us just enough. Not too much that we get comfortable and
forget Him, and not so little that we’re completely hopeless and abandoned.
Just enough to keep us leaning on Him, remembering that we can’t do it all on
our own. And you know what? God knows, and that’s enough. I actually
have those exact words written on my manifesto hanging on my wall, and the
older I get, the more I see the truth in them.
That phrase became real to me in a very personal way. For a
long time, I had this bad habit of overexplaining myself, always trying to
defend who I was or prove my truth, especially when people thought I was lying
or chose not to believe me. It used to drain me, because no matter how much I
explained, some people had already made up their minds. Then I started telling
myself, “God knows, and that’s enough.” Whether people chose to believe
me or not, it didn’t matter anymore. I know my truth, and more importantly, God
knows my truth. And with that, I’ve found peace.
When I look back, I notice how life always seems to present
a new challenge right after a victory. You think you’ve overcome one mountain,
only to find another waiting ahead. At first, it feels unfair, like, why
can’t I just breathe for a while? But then it hits me: if I had everything
handed to me with no struggle, no waiting, no uncertainty, I’d probably stop
praying. I’d stop asking. I’d stop depending. And I know I’m not alone in that.
The Bible tells us that God is a “jealous God” (Exodus
34:14). He wants our attention, our love, our dependency. Not because He’s
insecure, but because He knows that when we turn away from Him, we turn toward
destruction. So sometimes that “just enough” is His way of keeping our hearts
close, teaching us to trust Him with tomorrow instead of drowning in the false
security of today.
It reminds me of the Israelites in the wilderness. God
provided manna for them daily, but notice how it was only enough for that day.
If they tried to store it up, it spoiled (Exodus 16:19–20). Why? Because God
wanted them to depend on Him every single day. And honestly, isn’t that
still the story of our lives? We worry so much about where our next meal will
come from, how the bills will be paid, or who will provide for us. Yet Jesus
reminds us in Matthew 6:26 that if God takes care of the birds of the air and
feeds them, how much more will He take care of us? If He can provide for the
birds and the bees, then who am I to doubt His provision? He reminds us daily
that His mercies are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22–23).
And here’s something else I’ve come to realize: deep down,
when you stop and think about some of the things you once prayed for, you’ll
see that you’re already living in an answered prayer. God gave you what you
wanted, but because we are constantly asking for the next thing, we often
forget that we’re blessed according to His timing and His understanding of what
we needed in that season. That’s why we must strongly believe that everything
happens for a reason, and always in God’s perfect timing (Ecclesiastes 3:1). At
the end of the day, we can rest in this truth: God knows, and that’s enough.
Now, let me go back to a conversation I had with my brother
that really made me think. He said, and I quote, “Blessings come with a
curse.” At first, that sounded heavy, almost negative. But as he explained
further, it began to make sense. A blessing, by nature, is good, but it also
comes with responsibilities, sacrifices, and challenges that can feel like a
curse if we’re not prepared for them. You pray for a better job, and along with
it comes longer hours and more stress. You pray for influence, and along with
it comes criticism and pressure. You pray for love, and with it comes sacrifice
and responsibility.
It’s not that the blessing itself is bad, it’s that every
blessing stretches us. And stretching can sometimes feel like breaking. That’s
why Luke 12:48 is so true: “To whom much is given, much will be required.”
What my brother meant is that we have to recognize this balance and learn to
choose contentment. We can’t just expect the good without the weight it
carries. So the key is being happy with what we have, trusting God’s wisdom,
and knowing that even when blessings feel heavy, they are still gifts from Him.
That’s why it’s so important not to lose yourself in the
middle of the sacrifices you make. Society loves to glorify sacrifice, calling
it noble, and yes, there’s honor in serving others. But if in the process you
neglect yourself, your health, your soul, what good is that? Even Jesus, who
gave everything, still took time to rest, to pray, to withdraw from the crowds
(Luke 5:16). He showed us that self-care isn’t selfish; it’s necessary to keep
going.
So here’s where I’ve landed: God gives us just enough
because He knows us better than we know ourselves. Just enough to remind us to
pray. Just enough to keep us grateful. Just enough to stretch us without
breaking us. Just enough to make us realize that He is the source, not us.
And when the blessings feel heavy, or when the sacrifices
feel like too much, maybe that’s the moment to pause and take care of yourself.
To sit with God, to rest in His presence, and to remember that He is still good,
even when the “just enough” doesn’t look like what we wanted.
Because the truth is, God’s “enough” has always been enough.
As Philippians 4:19 says, “And my God will meet all your needs according to
the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.” Not all your wants. Not
all your plans. But your needs, your real needs, and that’s more than
enough.
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